You know those nights where you just can't get to sleep? You're super sleepy, but your mind just won't drift into unconsciousness? Yeah. I'm having one of those nights. Tuesday I start my last year of highschool. I have a 'plan'... it's reasonable, sensible, covers all my bases. But I'm not sure that's what I truly want to do. My fear is I'm just going to drift through life, never really doing anything important or worthwhile. I have so many people in my life that have such high expectations of me, including myself. I want to do something big. Something that makes an impact. I want to make change. I want to go to new places, see new things. I want to live life to the fullest. This is a little deep for 12 o' clock, but I find I do my best thinking right before I fall asleep. Don't most people? Snapshots from last year. I no longer have longish red hair, I miss it.
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